some days.. sucks
life goes to hell.. love goes to hell....
Still.. I have my Space where I breathe fresh air and feel relaxed.
well, me believes in me anyway. Life is hard sometimes, still... AM Alive...
I write books in another world.
AM always exploring. Trying new things. And make my analyzes.
Write books and poems and blogs and articles and try to do music reviews (which I sucks at btw) and have many cool friends who doesn't need me to be anything more then me.. some needs me to write about them... since am damn good at that... some enjoy reading me... Life isn't that bad....
And I dream of moving to Berlin.
If still got dreams, then am alive.... I guess... if there still is stuff that inspires me.. this must be sign of life.
One day when am not unemployed and watch by every action from the unemployement insurance company that forbids me to do ANYTHING creative, but my blogs.. I will publish some more of my poems and release my book Spider.. as well as the Graveyard book... until then I create them allowed ways....
I don't know how it is in other countries, but in this country am in right now... I can't work if am not employed. If I wish to still get some insurance money from the unemployment thing. Someone cannot just hire me and pay a bill.. they got to employ me.... this sucks....
Especially since most companies cannot afford to employe these days, they prefer to hire.... Yeah Life Rocks....
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